I’ve never seen anyone with demons before, but on Sabbath
night, we encountered not only one, but two people who were being mind
controlled by the devil.
Saturday night, all the high school and SA officers got
together at the school to spend the night for the officer retreat. We had
dinner and then went to the gym to play some games. Roy and I were at the gym
when Avalon comes in and tells us that we need to get everybody into the
computer lab. So we usher the kids to the lab and we found Pastor Tim with a
few students inside. Pastor Tim explained that Arty had been seeing a spirit
follow him around and telling Arty to follow him. So we all held hands in a
circle and started praying for him. Arty was sitting down on a chair but as we
started to near the end of the circle of prayers, he started shouting saying,
“No! You can’t take me! I won’t let you! Stay away from me!” and started to
climb up on the desks with the computers. Pastor Tim was the last person to
pray and as he was praying, Arty suddenly collapsed and fainted, hitting the
hard tile floor and at that moment, we saw a freshman girl named Joselyn book
it out the door.
The next thing I know, I heard Kim yelling for someone to
come help. So I ran out the door and followed Joselyn up the stairs to the
chapel. She was thrashing around on the ground and some girls were trying to
comfort her and calm her down. I helped hold her down, along with Avalon and
later, Mrs. Edward. She kept clawing at her neck because she felt Satan
chocking her. She would calm down, then begin thrashing again. She kept
screaming, “No! I won’t come with you, you freak! Let go of my mother! No!
Don’t burn her! Take me instead! PLEASE! Take me instead! Don’t touch my
mother!” We kept telling her that her
mother was fine and at a point when she had called down, she asked to call her.
So we got her a phone and dialed her mother, but there was no answer because
she was probably already asleep. I helped Joselyn down the stairs back to the
computer lab so that we could pray for her. When we got down there, Roy and I
tried to set her down on the ground. But Joselyn said, “No! Not on the ground!
He’ll come up from the ground and take me!” So we let her sit on the desks of
the computers. But she suddenly started to thrash very hard. We sat her down on
the chair and Roy held her legs down with all his weight and I held her down by
her shoulders. Joselyn is about 5’1” and I weigh at least 30 lbs more than her
I’m sure. She literally lifted me AND Roy off the ground. I said, “Joselyn!
It’s okay! Satan can’t hurt you.” “MISS. I can see him right there!” she
replied pointing ahead of her. “Let me go so I can kill him.” She finally
calmed down and we carried her and laid her on the ground with a pillow.
There was about five of us holding her down and we
definitely needed all five of us to keep her from getting up off the ground and
running. I had one of her legs and Roy the other, and it took all of our weight
to hold even her legs down. Everyone stood in a circle holding hands around
Joselyn and we prayed and sang for a good two hours. The prayers were constant.
Finally, she calmed for a while when we were singing and her mom came in. We
let her go and she ran to her mother. The demon was gone. Praise God. We all
had a prayer in a circle after that. I went up to Joselyn and told her that I
loved her and gave her a big long hug. She told me she loved me too and that
she was sorry. I really wonder how much she remembers from that experience. Joselyn
decided to stay here even though Arty went home. Afterwards she was happily
playing basketball, like there was nothing wrong.
Truthfully, I have never been more scared in my life. Seeing
Joselyn’s eyes going wild, hearing her yell and tell Satan to go away, I was
scared. I don’t know how God gave me the courage to do what I did. I was so
shaky after that and as we were praying, I could feel the chills go up and down
my bones. I have never felt anything like that before in my life. I was
drenched in sweat from holding down a struggling girl for 2 hours. I hugged Roy
for a good while after that because I just needed to be held. I can’t believe
some people don’t believe in God and demons. I could see the terrified faces of
the high school boys that I teach. They looked at me with frightened eyes and
just didn’t know what to do or how to react. I hope this night affected a lot
of the kids. I know it affected me. I was scared that someone else was going to
be possessed after Joselyn and we were all so exhausted as it was. Sunday morning
I woke up sore and bruised from the night. We were all exhausted because we had
all gotten about 3 hours of sleep. My apartment couldn’t go to sleep until 3 am
because quite frankly, we were kind of scared. We prayed a lot though and
talking about how God amazing is really helped us with our fear. God is real. God
is our protector. God is all powerful. We could feel God’s presence in the room
when we were praying. There were probably hundreds, if not thousands of angels
crammed into that little computer lab. I will never forget that night. Keep
Pohnpei in your prayers.
“For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels
nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither
height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate
us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Romans 8:38-39
Glory and honor and praise to God. I was sorry to hear of your ordeal Clarissa, but I rejoice and praise God for His protection and provision for you. There are many praying for you and you are never alone. Christ Himself promised, “I will never leave you or forsake you… I am with you always, even to the end!”
ReplyDeleteRemember that you are on a mission for Him and He has not called you to be defeated. Trust Him and His word and keep your heart fixed on fulfilling God’s purpose in Pohnpei and then work and walk for His good pleasure… His word says, “And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.” (Rom. 8:28 NLT). His calling is sure. In Mark 16:15-20; Christ’s words again to those who follow Him, “Go (you, Clarissa) into all the world (Pohnpei) and preach the gospel to everyone. (v. 16) He that believes and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believes not shall be condemned. (17) And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out demons; they shall speak with new tongues; (18)They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover. (19) So then after the Lord had spoken unto them, he was received up into heaven, and sat on the right hand of God. (20) And they went forth, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with them, and confirming the word with signs following. Amen.
Whatever you need He will provide. He is the “I AM” God. Whenever you are faced with any dilemma and you feel like, “I can’t”; turn to Him who says, “My name is I AM… everything you need anytime anyplace; and Clarissa, I will never leave you or forsake you, I AM with you always, even to the very end!”
Here is a text that has been referred to as the 911 to God. It has comforted me I hope it will be a comfort to you. Psalms 50:15, “Call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you and you will glorify ME.”
Clarissa, I hold you in my prayers and ask that you be filled with a knowledge of His will and given wisdom and spiritual understanding; that you walk worthy of His calling and are fruitful in good works, strengthened by His power for a mighty purpose.
Your brother in Christ’s service,
Tim H.
Way to be strong and.collective during that process. Not easy, but you all did great work and hope everything gets better.
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